Bagaimana Jika Syurga Dan Dunia Tempat Yang Sama.: Nota Dari Persidangan Riba'

Bagaimana Jika Syurga Dan Dunia Tempat Yang Sama.: Nota Dari Persidangan Riba'

De javu

This is my first entry. I always want to write blogs long time ago, but I have no strength to start. but today my fren courage me with one word " jommmlaaa".so irresistable huh.. hehe thanks mi! i love to read others' and I can feel how I was if in their shoe or how they feel and think. well, this is just an introduction. I would like to share about de javu.. my understanding of dejavu is when something happen, we feel like it had happen to us previously, but we dont remember when but it is exactly same situation and same people involved.

have you ever feel it? since i was small, i believe and i had been thaught ( i think my ustz teach me this, cant remember who) that before we were put in our mother's womb we have been asked and flashed by God what will happen to us. If we agree then we will be sent to this world as human or khalifah of Allah through our mothers womb of course.so,maybe if can not take the responsibility maybe we would become rocks, or wood..I dont know. wallahu'alam.. then, when de javu come across me one day, i still believe that this one i had seen maybe when Allah shows to us before we are born. The point is, i am very happy wehnever de javu come because i felt like i have follow what Allah has decided for me and I am in His track. as we know, we just plan, but Allah is the one who decide! secondly, I am happy because at least my memory is still good..hehe.. insyaAllah.. Oh my Lord, grant me knowledge and good memory. u know, sometimes i am very forgetful and blur and interchange with right and left or up and down. thats make me so worry!i am getting older! but I just want to start my life.. hhuuuhu..it make me remembering the korean story ' a moment to remember' i guest the title, she got alzheimer when she was young.. the story was so romantic..ahahah..i wish my hubby will be by my side, what ever happen to me.. (sob..sob..).. oh. I have gone to far..hehe.. so, maybe thats all for today..I feel like my blog can be my another fren which I can tell everything! daa..